Yesterday, I said “I do” to the man I know God prepared for me for such a time as this.
It was 55 days ago, I began a 40 day fast seeking God daily in His word to understand His will He had for my life.
For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.
I wanted to know His thoughts…His plans. I wanted to see my future through His eyes, not mine or mans. Unfortunately, I have spent a majority of my Christian life seeking approval of man and my own flesh while ignoring the “ands”, “ifs”, and “whens” of the Bible.
And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.
So for 40 days I found myself seeking God on a very intense level. I had specific questions that I wanted…no I had specific questions I desperately needed answered. I needed to know it was God I was hearing. It was 40 days of test and trials. By that 40th day I had clarity…I had God’s answers, and I was prepared to move forward with the future God desired for me.
Beloved believe not every spirit, but try the spirits whether they are of God.
1 John 4:1
God was not only preparing me for His bride…He was also preparing me to be the bride of Harold Morgan.
A man that was going to need to be loved gently.
On this day I woke up as Sarah Morgan. I woke up with the peace of knowing I’m in God’s will and not mine or man’s.
Yesterday I experienced a day of perfect love with my family and friends. That love that cast out all fear.
That love that is found in God and God alone.
There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out all fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.
1 John 4:18
So today I celebrate. I celebrate being Mrs. Sarah Elizabeth Morgan.
I celebrate having a husband that loves and seeks God with His whole heart.
A man that knows He is weak, that knows the enemy is real, but clings to the “ands”, “ifs”, and “whens” of the Bible.
A man I am confident that God created for me in His perfect love.
A man that I know God is going to heal completely.
God is calling me into a season of seeking Him. He wants me to experience the peace and joy that comes from God’s perfect love…not fear.
I am called.
I am His beloved child.
He wants more for me.
He has thoughts for me that exceed my own expectations. That exceeds man’s ideas of what is good.
God doesn’t want me to just exist, He wants me to LIVE and be LOVED to the fullest by Him.
He has not left me. He’s waiting. He’s always waiting for me.
My life began when I sought Him.